
I need your help. What (would/did) you do (if/when) you were in my situation?
The Kid is weaning himself. In a perfect world (wait...I thought this WAS a perfect world?? Whoa...what's going on?!) this wouldn't have started happening for at LEAST another few months. His adjusted age is only 6 months. However, it's happening. He only nurses first thing in the morning.
I realize that 9 months is still pretty good for supplying my baby with breast milk, so if it turns out that I have no control of the situation, I will try my best to not feel guilty.
But the thing is: I have worked SO STINKIN' HARD to not only keep my milk supply by pumping my life away, but also to teach The Kid HOW to nurse. That was a lot of work. It's been a huge commitment, and I just feel like after all of that work, I can't give up now!
And besides that, I have really come to love holding him close and snuggling him and providing for him in a way that no one else can. And believe me, that was important when perfect strangers took care of him on a daily basis for so, so long and I was only allowed to hold him once or twice a day.
Here are my options: I can let this happen. I can stop pumping, let him nurse as often as he will, and let it end. A little bit of freedom and a little bit of sadness. OR: I can rent a hospital pump, increase my milk supply as much as possible, and get The OT's help in attempting to get The Kid to nurse more. This may not work, but it could. Is it worth it to try?
Here is how I need your help: What would YOU do? How did YOU cope with weaning your child(ren)?
Thanks, Friends.